[Mark]

I like the idea that suffering points out where we are out of line with the higher will.

[Mark]

I think I’d be thrilled just to get to the point where I noticed more of what my five senses are telling me, instead of getting caught up in thought and seeing the world through an entrenched filter. I suspect that if I noticed more of what-is, I’d notice things beyond my five senses, too. But I don’t really know what those things would be. I know there are a lot of aspects of reality that I’m unlikely to discover on my own. I look forward to finding teachers who know how to point me in directions that I didn’t even know existed.

[Mark]

I feel disconnected. I suspect I’ll feel more fulfilled if I take steps to align my small will with my big will, though what that would look like is very abstract to me.

[Mark]

Hi, My name is Mark. I’m very curious about everything, especially things that might help me experience more of my wholeness. I’m working to ease an avoidant insecure attachment style that triggers maladaptive perfectionism, which makes everything harder than it needs to be. I find it hard to move forward with faith/trust. I’ve been learning about kabbalah for a while. Its breadth and depth are astounding.

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