With regards to the first question, everything inspired me. I have read and tried to internalize all the concepts but there is something missing to me that does not allow me to reach the clear point I am looking for, that particular click in my mind.
The second question, about myself, I realized that I am surrounding by some people I do not like at all. These people are totally egoistic. To face these people make me feel frustrated, I cannot understand the lack of empathy and lack of good will they have. I would like it does not disturb me but it does, I have to get rid off them and not fight because it is a lost battle.
The third question, I wish they reached the 125 steps as soon as possible to all of those who, through their effort, be worthy to reach.