As a person with a degenerative disability and in a wheelchair dependent on others to dress me, take me to the bathroom and dependente financially on a pension and my mother.
Plus the relationships that i have had start with love then the love dwindles.
And I was neglected by my mother in terms of motherly love.
I guess this is the path of pain?
How can i mitigate this? What am i hear to learn, what is my tikkun?