For my fellow students, I wish that they may attain the point in the heart that’s inside each one of them. I wish that they see not by sight but by the spirit of the bestower of things. I wish that their labours to reach this place of attainment happens soon. So they may live their lives, the remainder of it, in total bliss!
At first I believed all that people said about others was true, but more and more I realize all we do is out pour that which is deeply rooted inside of us. The ego can be so sly, it loves attention and desires a scratch to that itch every now and then—to this there is no end.
I also realize more and more how connected my life is. I used to compartmentalize things in the belief that they were distant things that would never share boundaries. But the more I look at life, I realize everything is somehow related. Although my knowledge to this is still fairly new, I’m just starting to open up…I feel like a babe at this.
Finally I’d like to say I’ve realized my ills more and more. I’m such a faulty person. I go around life with a score to settle, a point to prove. This also I am still trying to understand more and more. I do not desire it any longer, for its joys are short-lived, yet its consequences I struggle with long after. I should not desire to prove a point. I’m learning so much from my mishaps.
Alright thanks. I understand your statement now. It was my perspective that needed shifting, and still does, so the courses will serve the purpose of giving me a foundation. Much appreciated
I have a desire to learn and master the 12 Laws of the universe. I learnt from a book by Dolores Cannon titled Jesus and The Essenes that Yehoshua was a regular person who ascended to higher consciousness by understanding deeply these laws of nature. I came here for that very purpose. Is it possible to go there? Or will these weekly courses lead me there? I desire to have this knowledge but I feel as though the courses provided keep going in a circle of explaining how far shifted we are from this world. And I hear that, however when do we get into the meat? I want the actual course that will give me this hidden knowledge. I hope I am articulating well my concerns