[David]

With the understanding that we have no free will   except for our environment (physical, mental,,emotional,spiritual) I’m glad that kabu has been introduced  to me  as a good environment to hunker down in I fell that I really need u guys. Gets kinda ruff sometimes

[David]

That u can’t do it alone and my whole life I have thought the need to b to b separate and alone .With no desire? Whatsoever  for others  its not that I’m anti-social  ( well kinda) but  don’t feel a need to interact more than necessary with people or socialize beyond common courtesy  or sharing more than to a shallow depth  I actually believed those feelings n viewpoints  were a gift or a  deeper understanding  blessed with. I WAS WRONG IT SEEMS   which is ok because I had a teacher who  taught me the importance of a community with like minded and goaled members “Family”

[David]

To acquire a screen and an eternal connection with the creator. Sometimes it seems that the goal of To bring contentment to my maker” is the greatest of achievement  then there are times that” Justifying the thought of creation” is the most worthy of  goals  both I feel to b pinnacles of achievement  but far to the future  my immediate hope is to find him it hurts without him

[David]

A prayer is the voice of a need or a lack of or in something  the voice is not in supplication but in “A heartfelt demand for the creators help” I believe if u can truly “Demand ” anything from the creator  (not ask)   and do it without any qualms or even an internal cringe the creator will hear that call ? Maybe?

[David]

<p style=”text-align: left;”>Hello  my name is David Mendivil  I live in Mesa AZ USA  I need to” plant myself in the correct environment” I hope this is where the meaning of that statement begins</p>

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