I wasn’t aware of the emphasis on receiving and desires but it makes sense as the lifelong chasing after different human desires does tend to lead towards the desire to know god.
In my meditation I’ve found the most effective means to receive divine guidance/assistance/nourishment or whatever I’m seeking is to have no real agenda but the intent to receive. To “give it up” as it were to my higher power and allow for what they wish to give me.
I’ve been guided here and have been exploring higher states of consciousness and hermetic sciences for years. I want more conscious contact with my creator.