I have gained a deeper understand of my life and of the forces working in the world by being quiet, listening, watching and being patient to see the outcome. My understanding is influenced by the large amount of literature that I have read in the past 5 decaades.
I have this interpretation in my mind: I am stuck in a black box with five holes. I need to center myself in a white circle within the black box and open my soul to receive all the bits and pieces from the universe that will siphon into the tiny holes. I can then reassemble all of this information and allow it to expand to the confines of my black box. Is this correct?
Well, I sometimes have experiences of the “Aleph” where it seems as if I am experiencing all points of time at the same time. I have had experiences long ago, being in places where some people have so much and it makes me wonder…”Why do they have all the good stuff?” “Why can’t I get some of that.” And then I heard that one needs to be open to receive. And I have done this before a few times, very successfully….
And so the perception of reality that I want Kabbalah to lead me to is perhaps, the perception of the big picture. What can I accept in my life that will benefit not just myself, but my family and community? What do I need to know to ensure that those in my community can live in peace and harmony.
I would like to learn the Kabbalah because I feel like there is a mysterious force out there. I feel like this is the source of all knowledge and inspiration. For decades now, every time I research anything profound and amazing, the roots are ancient and the source of all seems to point to Kabbalah. I am on a journey of enlightenment.