The greatest thing I wish to achieve through the study of Kabbalah is to change my intention.
We cannot not change the intention easily because we still have desires inside ourselves (the desire to be loved, appreciated, regarded as the good Samaritan, the good mother, the good wife, the good daughter, the good friend, etc, etc). Each action we take into this world has an intention, only we are too blind, or cowards to perceive and admit them because then, we will feel ashamed that we haven’t reached the state of pure bestowal (giving without any intention or purpose). This is done so because we were programmed to always take a reward that satisfies our ego. To change that program is necessary to be truthful to yourself.