What I learned most was how we was intended to just receive pleasure and how we only know within out senses. How we must develop another sense which is actually an intention to give instead of receive.
i wish for everyone to feel loved, accepted, understood, Heard, wanted, to feel blessed, to accept themselves, to love themselves, and believe in themselves.
I want the study of Kaballah to lead me to some sort of understanding and feeling of knowing something. I know there is more to this life of not knowing. I’m always searching for a higher power and a higher knowing. I want to know where i belong and how not to just keep going round and round in an infinite loop of insanity and feel like I’m never getting anywhere. I want to know some kind of truth. Not just truth about what is around me but truth about who i am, What it is I should be doing here. Not just wasting away and getting nowhere.
Since I was a young girl I was always aware of something more and also realized the same reality is not the same for others and I would like kaballah to lead me to a place where like is same.