The connection each step of the way with stages in my personal experience and development has blown my mind. I begin to formulate questions or connect with past experiences and the next lesson answers and further defines the experiences.
I’d classify myself as an empath but I don’t necessarily have the desire to put everyone before myself. However, I feel other people’s emotions and all kinds of things from them when we are in proximity. It’s not something I want to put into words, but it’s in me. I don’t like to cross people’s boundaries. It makes me extremely uncomfortable. The problem with thinking empathy is like bestowing is that most every person has no insight into what they actually give off. They are confused quite often. Even conversation on a very honest level may not lead them to something true about what’s happening inside. They have to discover it piece by piece, just like me. If our hearts and minds aren’t congruent we can’t connect with each other, not until we want to know the truth about reality.
It starts by continuing to learn Kabbalah here. I believe each of us will learn who we really are, what we have to offer and how to use it for the betterment of everyone.
It’s not always what is said, but the message in between gets through. It’s incredible when something I read 2 weeks ago, that I knew I was not grasping opens up a bit more when I read it now. I’ve been uncertain about my past experiences as they relate to where I am now. But now I have a basic understanding. I’m also grateful for everyone sharing their questions and the answers received.
I think there must be loving patience and a desire for our correction so that we can be close and reality can be shared. Everything is as it should be, yet we have not ripened and can’t fulfill our purpose until we do.