My name is Kathryn; seeking to move more deeply into and beyond where I experienced a pause in my Kabblistic studies in 2012. I had been sharing what I understood at that time to a group of 7 people. They stayed with the study for 11 years ; that gave us time to cover info about all the Sephirah three times. Upon reaching the triangular level of Chesed, Geburah, and Tipharet, I realized that I could not share higher levels because i had not lived and incorporated them. That realization showed me what had been hidden from me, but not the class. The rea;ization was that i had been teaching what I had attained but could not even teach even superficially beyond. So we disbanded with love.that cut