Kabbalah has given me innerstanding of my experiences: at times I know, ‘see’ and ‘hear’ things beyond the comfort of explanation. With Kabbalah this insight I feel as if I am in full contact with the Light that is beyond my perception….i merely seek to cultivate it instead of it being equivalent to random shocks of lightning. How can I grow.
I have begun to Overstand, Innerstand and Understand the Synchronicity of my the effect of myself and my reality. The way I perceive, the way I think even how I think to think (sry if that seems confusing).
I have been pursuing the teachings of Kabbalah for almost 10 years, honestly, it has been an on and off process. At first, I was frustrated with my level of understanding, it led to mental burnout. I realized I was looking for a concept to put my burning existential questions at rest for they continuously haunt me. I have taken several “breaks” from the teachings and experienced the guilt of falling or backsliding… I have come to innerstand and overstand that it is my journey. My question is, how do I avoid the extremities of chasing these teachings which I am so passionate about that eventually lead to the sensation of “falling”, maybe I do know the answer to the question already and I’m merely seeking confirmation but any insight or perspective will still be appreciated.