“It’s not enough to say that I adhered to the Creator, that I woke up in the morning with the thought of Him and accepted everything that happens as coming from Him. However, if I want to actually realize this principle in its correct state, I have to fulfill it in the group. This is what the entire work is about. -” this statement inspired me the most.
I found out that I am not in control of my life.
My wish for my fellow students is that they continue on in Kabbalah and give their heart to the Ten.
Living in the present with The Creator, the Rav, the Ten, the KabU teachers and prayer. Always being aware of the ego trying to keep us from the above mentioned.
My private correction within the system will be in the group of 10. I will be discerning my corrections of my ego and then sharing that with the ten, in a corrected way. In private I will be finding my evil inclination and then coming to the ten with it corrected. Faking it until I make it or acting in a corrected manner until it becomes real.
I cannot overcome my ego alone. I cannot attain equivalence of form on my own. I can’t attain spirituality alone. Basically the only way I can switch from an egoistic perception is with a group of ten with points in the heart, a Kabbalah teacher and the authentic Kabbalah books.