By beginning to understand how my suffering (ego) and experiences of opposition are custom designed by the creator for my development. I understand now how the collective soul works if we are opened to the desire to bestow.
The reality I am perceiving is controlled or decided by my egoism, if transcend my ego and develop the desire to bestowal, then I am able to access the hidden reality.
I want to perceive reality the way it is, and learn how to read things and experiences that happen to me, for personal growth and understanding of where to go in the path of life.
I want to achieve knowledge and understand the connection that I have with my my reality, in order to be capable of manage situations in life and improve the way I am connecting with people.