[Joseph]

Thank you for the replies and links as they are working to help me understand the impact of this study/work. The reply to Francisco’s questions was especially helpful for me in connecting some dots.

[Joseph]

From the shattering there came 600,000 pieces/souls, then another shattering to today’s 8 billion sparks/points in heart. Does this mean the point in my heart/spiritual desire is linked to millions of others and these together combine to make one piece of the 600,000?

[Joseph]

Thank you.

[Joseph]

I am gaining an understanding/awareness of the dance between the positive and negative forces in my internal world.

[Joseph]

Spiritual connection with others to transform my current egoistic safety in isolation.

[Joseph]

Regarding spiritual connection, I have a very large untrusting wounded ego that uses doubts and questions to push connection away believing this brings safety. I also feel a deep desire to spiritually connect with others. This week’s explosion of word vomit is from the internal battle between these two desires. Thank you for your patience and responses.

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