[Jessa]

That we are to receive

but desire is gone as soon as we receive

receiving so we can give is fixing the bug

that there’s a method to doing this

and I think what I will end up learning is a way of understanding how the world works and how to interpret texts with kabbalistic understanding… which presumably would teach me things I want to know and haven’t yet learned… I don’t know, im still looking for some kind of key and hoping kaballah might be one

[Jessa]

Struggling with seeing kaballah as different from religion or philosophy at this point but I’ll keep going.

Instead of expecting the giver of answered prayers to change and align with what I want over what’s happening… assume that everything Im given is good and match my will with the giver… who would receive from me appreciating whatever?

or something

[Jessa]

Have had an interest in esotericism for a while after a very religious start to life and despite finding a few insights and interesting things along the way, I still don’t think I can say my life has changed hugely for the better. Still facing some of the same struggles and wondering if I can find answers in kaballah

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