I think for me it’s about the heart space opening up. I think this course will help me to innerstand a lot, and I’m looking forward to seeing how this will go. And I’m excited to be here.
I think what light wave/ frequency one puts off through the heart is key. If I’m acting from my fullest my “I Am” I shouldn’t have anything to pray about. Everything is as it should be. If I’m experiencing hardships, or what feels like hardships, I need to ask my inner what my outter is about. What lessons, messages does the the nature have for me. Is my discomfort a more of the nature’s way of getting my attention that I might be out of alignment with self and is the nature (situation) trying to relay information to me, to bring me back to balance, back to peace.
The will to receive. Which makes absolute sense with everyone being somewhat selfish. Although I don’t see it like that anymore. My thing is that moving forward here, I innerstand that this good and evil that we humans tend to grow into believing, It wasn’t that long ago I was very much into that world. I was taught in slightly different way over the past year or so. That when we have these strong left, right/ hot, cold/ likes, dislikes / hate, good, / that we are also creating that opposite of that feeling or emotion out in the world? Is this what Kabbalah also feels. It has taken me a few years to get my my mind’s nature to be in the same domain, ballpark, boat, level, frequency to have that Aha ha moment. That we are the nature, and it’s all reacting to me and for me. That the outside is just my extended organs. It’s a relationship. I’ve just recently had a very odd moment with nature. At times I’m completely embarrassed and upset with how ignorant I was. Is this normal in the beginning.