to me…it means to, as best you can, be aware of all your actions, to question why you do/did them, and then to work to change that intention and behavior towards one of compassion, patience, grace, acceptance, forgiveness and love. i’ve been doing this with those closest to me and the results have been beautiful. but who knows, lol…this may not be the right answer to the question of what it means to shift from ego to bestowal.
What was my best experience from the previous course? What do I expect from this course?
My best experience from the previous course is that is complete and that I’ve moved on, lol. I did not find myself as attracted to it as I had been at the beginning of these studies. I feel as though a child in a high chair being teased to open my mouth with a spoonful food but them only being allowed just a taste of it on my lips. I am being teased with baby food and yearn for meat. Although I acknowledge I may not have the teeth for it yet.
What most inspired me in the course? The writings.
What have I learned about myself in the process? To be patient.
What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development? Netzah
If everyone must reach the ultimate goal which is the completeness of God’s desire in creating us what is my role in the process? My role is to come and see.