Pain, and regrowth. I went through a lot before entering into Kaballah. Unanswered questions, answered questions with no reality in the question. Religious institutions that told me to think this way and not expanding my perceptions other than that. It was really hard to learn and so my malchut in a sense was not ready to receive all the light that this system of learning is offering. I am learning though which is a sign I’m beginning to heal from the way of thinking I came from.
We are in the state of the emergent butterfly and our being processed and growing into this butterfly. This state of separation is the result of this process and can be painful. Those that grow move forward. While the rest are holding on for the next stage to emerge.
Like a interconnected network of ants we build a structure that holds us, a new body. When the individual begins to see the bigger picture he see the newer body not just encompassing himself but those who have the Will to make and connect to create this new body… themselves. We are this body, as we are connected and forming this body and it’s functions, we unite our individual qualities and maximize these qualities to benefit our new body.
The creator made max benefit law as he is the one who gives it. He gives it to us so like him we can maximize our benefit. This is represented in all forms in our lives and based around our perceptions of maximizing our benefits.