I recall hearing about “the screen” during my first studies at Bnei Baruch back in 2009 but I didn’t quite understand its relevance. Each of our five senses is really a “screen” that rejects the inverse of what we wish to perceive with them. I suppose then that a spiritual screen should reject the pleasure of reception and allow the the flow of bestowal as opposed to terminating bestowal with the death of that pleasure. I also suppose that working with pleasure is much more preferable than working with pain. 😉
I am quite sure I have achieved some level of attainment, but you could say that I cheated. I won’t say how I did it because it surely was very dangerous and irresponsible. For me, it simply means one simple thing: I am 100% convinced that Kabbalah is 100% correct. I do not currently feel a desire to attain this level again, although I won’t turn it down, but I do feel a desire to correct my intentions regardless because I feel we need to do this really soon. I would like to help my fellow students attain these levels of perception/reality and if nothing else, assure them that that yes, this is real. Thank you for help me get back on the path of climbing the ladder.
Greetings! I first connected with Bnai Baruch in Brooklyn way back in 2008. I was instantly drawn into wisdom of Kabbalah as presented by this group and I knew deep down that it was authentic. However I left because I simply was not ready at that time. Since then I have been sleeping and dreaming in the corporeal world on the Path of Suffering. Despite my honestly good intentions, I now realize I have been harboring hatred my whole life, and I seek to correctly connect reception and bestowal (and give!).