For quite some time I have been thinking to myself whether I actually have free will or whether I am actually being controlled like character in a video game by a higher being or force but at the same time thinking that I am making choices. Then Kabbalah came to me as a video suggestion in YouTube. I enroll in this course and lean about the spiritual forces governing our physical world, and the only way to change anything in our would is to expand our perception of reality so we can access the spiritual to make the changes there so the physical can reflect.