I know we all have egos that might bother someone and feel hurt, but this spiritual path gives us some concepts we can hold on to, so we can all help each other in the corrections we have to do: 1) “Love your friend as yourself”, so we can have this intention in the interactions we will be having with our group; and 2)Â “There is nothing besides him”, so we can take whatever “negative experience” into a “message from the Creator” and correct ourselves instead of reacting from our egos.
We want to attract the light that reforms, and we can do it by our intention and desire for it. Of course Kabbalah is the method to help us, so being here, studying Kabbalah with a teacher is the best way to do it.
To start really living under the understanding that we are not one complete self, but part of a greater “organism/system/soul”. If my skin is not my “frontier”, then I can’t really be egoistic (at least not as before the information we’ve received), as I will realize that anything egoistic is also harming “my little me”, not only the system I now still see as outside “me”.
I’m excited to start knowing about the practice of Kabbalah, as I think it’s only in the practice that we’ll achieve any kind of attainment, not through what we learn in theory. So what I want to achieve in this course is the methodology you’ve been talking about, so “the light” can work in our points in the heart need in order to enter the spiritual path (upper ladder).
My best experience has to be feeling at home with everything we have been learning; and feeling for the first time in my life that there is “something bigger than me” (I was raised by an atheist mother with an immense spiritual hunger), and that there is a plan (as I already wrote in the other forum).
My expectations for this course is to finally be able to start the practical journey. 🙂