My recognition of my nature, created as the will to receive is perhaps a beginner thing for some, but now I see it everywhere in my life, and I don’t like it at all. It’s almost like I am spiritually “hungry” all the time. From my understanding Kabbalah is perhaps a progressive science, and it may take time to develop how to deal with this feeling because I don’t think it’s going to go away anytime soon. How does one cope with this?
As a follow up question, how does one deal with the dichotomies between spiritual growth and practicalities of day-to-day living?
Free will as I see it, (at this point in time), is in how we choose to react to whatever is going on around us. I don’t think this is absolute, because our conditioning predisposes us to react in various ways that reflect that conditioning. Then again, can we really operate outside of our conditioning? How does all of this influence our ability to modify our intentions? I have more questions than answers….