It’s that what I need to correct and can, stands before me now. That’s what is in front of me, and not more. But when I draw the Reforming Light through the study, I correct this, and a new swath of desire is revealed to correct. Therefore, I’m now a bigger egoist, and so on.
I have to first understand my Will to Receive, how much I love myself, meaning think of myself every minute, and cleave to what’s good for me with all my heart and soul. It’s to that extent I must love the other.