[Gabby]

Just spiraling down another rabbit hole trying to get the tiniest understanding of this wild existence we all are floating around in…..

[Gabby]

Hello.

[Gabby]

Hello – just simply fascinated by the Macro Cosmos.

[Gabby]

Hello,

My name is Gabby.  I just recently started questioning my own existence to a point of near insanity.  I have been on a personal quest to understand to the best of my abilities this strange existence I have apparently just been oblivious to my entire life.  One rabbit hole after another.  Started with a series of betrayals and heartbreak, leading me to learn meditation, then my inner self.  This I believe led me to learning about the fundamental particles that make up our material bodies.  This absolutely blew my mind and I couldn’t come to grips with the fact that we are just clumps of matter evolved from these strange and foreign (to me) energy fields.  I look up in the sky and sometimes experience panic and anxiety at the realization we are on this rock flying through this universe at speeds incomprehensible to my mind.  I just scream inside my head.  I don’t know how the rest of the planet can just ignore this.  I have a deep desire to cure these anxieties and come to grips with this reality as I have now come to understand.  I have a lot more to understand and have even more questions than I did when I started down these rabbit holes.  I hope to find some more answers with Kabbalah.

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