[Elena Ester Rivka Guadagnini]

A better and deeper understanding

[Elena Ester Rivka Guadagnini]

What has inspired me most is the possibility to achieve peace individually and for the whole humanity

[Elena Ester Rivka Guadagnini]

I think the goal for which I am studying has many facets:
to access spirituality, be equal in form to the Creator, connect to all the other creatures and walk on the path of Light

[Elena Ester Rivka Guadagnini]

Since I have learned here, from Tony, that “there is none besides Him” , I am living some sort of strange, confusing scenario. It seems that I am watching my life sitting in a 4D movie theater, full of sensorial effects, and where the other people, and maybe also myself, are just “not so real”, i. e. some sort of unconscious actors, or actors’ images, who channel the Creator’s will through words and actions. More, I went so far as wondering that what I do not experiment, do not exist at all….

So I feel kind of in between being bewildered and amazed. Very happy, in the end, but confused, dizzy.

Is this normal or it is just me getting crazy? XD

Thank you

 

 

[Elena Ester Rivka Guadagnini]

Hi 🙂

I am still not able to use the kabbalah books correctly.

If I read by myself some parts which are not related to the lesson, I get the impression of a total misunderstanding.

My question so is this: at this early stage as mine, do I risk to get confused by what I read? Is this common?

Thank you 🙂

[Elena Ester Rivka Guadagnini]

If I have understood correctly so far, it means being aware of our egoistic nature (desire to receive for ourself) and start having the intention of receiving in order to give (desire to receive for the others). In this way we use our nature to go beyond ourself in the attempt to give pleasure to our Creator and be united with Him and all His other creatures.

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