It’s a blessing when God gives us the opportunity to with hold Gods’ deviance purpose for others or at least help others to success. Not in a negative way but in light.
<p style=”text-align: center;”>The light that reforms is God. Im trying to have faith that strengthen my relationship with God will help refine the light. We can share with him our experiences. Wether great or small I am sure God wants to know your genuine thought. Not saying that he will agree or disagree but because he is our creator and most of our reflections on relationships is based on what we share and don’t. This defines the relationship. This is just my opinion at this moment.</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>@ Ozzie I think what you are going through is normal. I’m actually experiencing some technological difficulties. Maybe it’s the embrace of the Creator or maybe it’s our sub concious judging us. Yet, I do believe that God loves us all and wants to welcome us home. So don’t think too deep into it. Nurse these feelings as though it was a baby because this is a new experience for us all.</p>
An egoistic perception of reality would be you receiving whatever you desire and a bestowal perception would be a heart that is open to receive or not but most of all to give with out expectations to recieve in return.
I would like to be in unity with my Creator as well as be better with bestowal without the expectation of reciprocal value. I would like to give others free will. That way the practice of bestowal would be more genuine whether it includes me or the creator.
I loved learning that some of the Kabbalah beliefs are similar to my Christian beliefs. I expect to learn more and to mirror the love I have for myself with the love I have for others. Though it may be difficult, I must learn to love others in a pure and just way because it is not only a Kabbalah experience but also a Christian commandment.