I’m actually not sure at this moment. Last Semester I experienced a big change I wasn’t quite ready for but with the grace of God and what I’ve been learning I was able to walk by faith and go through the process. I would like this semester to be more of a positive influence or experience. Maybe this is my ego; just my natural feelings on my personal life. Yet with this study I would like to be able to befriend more Kabbalist and communicate more with others. I’m a natural introvert so this isn’t easy for me.
<p style=”text-align: left;”>I love learning so my best experience is the ability to learn something new and is much like my Christian faith. God is showing me a new experience . An experience of love. The strength of love. I expect to continue my growth and understanding in the Kabbalah.</p>
1 Corinthians 13:4–8a (ESV) Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.
Its obvious that we do not practice this with others. If we did we would walk through and solve more problems while learning and growing with each other.
<p style=”text-align: center;”>The levels of the ladders of Kabbalah. It reminded me of sin. When we sin we quench the Holy Spirit;Hod. We become further away from God but when don’t and we repent and give and grow with God we seeming spear to be on the level of Ein Sof. I’ve learned to be more honest with God and not to be afraid. Though I’m there yet in my growth and walk with God. I would like to also fellowship with other Kabbalist in my community whether cyber or in my area.</p>