That thing are not happening “to me”. Things just “are” and it’s my alignment/awareness of reality can feel like they’re happening “to” or “against” me. At least… that’s what I have a sense of right now at this point in time.
I want to learn how to understand the senses that were created in me — not to deny them, but to use them as ways to gather information toward a higher perspective that I have yet to understand.
To learn how to see things from an expanded perspective. Ultimately, to come to understand what this system we’re in even is, why I’m in it, and how to play my part within it more consciously.