[Christian Brauns]

I know, and I do not know, who and what I am.
As long as I do not carry such devices, no one can reach me via these devices.
By other methods, I can still be reached.
Here is not exactly the place to always be responsible to everyone else.
People do not always like it, if someone is interested in them. Usually people
are interested to get their own benefit. In other places it works differently. I do not know, how to live here in this place.

[Christian Brauns]

I do not believe in evolution.
I do not see a purpose. Everything dies here, this is the place for dieing.
There is a huge world around us, which we do not recognize, and which we would confuse us to see it all.
I am already enought confused with what I see now.

[Christian Brauns]

My Body and my inner life are not part of nature and under its control as the world I see around me
Mainly I do not feel much here. I know what feelings are.
I just can not find, what I should do here.

[Christian Brauns]

I do not feel there is a future, but I know, there is a future.
Random? I do not know. I do not know, what the future will bring, beside that there will be a next day. So maybe yes, random, maybe no, not random.

For some things, I know what will happen in the future, not in detail, but in general.

The life I have known, is very much past. And a very far away past, so not before the pandemic, but many years away.

I do not sense a good purpose.

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