Why is it that at times when I go to study kabbalah, I get hit with this sense of apathy or lack of motivation? How does one overcome such feelings of distance from the creator, where studying kabbalah seems futile sometimes?
I am always amazed at how when I study kabbalah, I seem to get lost and distracted by my egoistic thoughts, but every day I do my best to expose myself to the wisdom.
I expect to know more about the Kabbalah wisdom even though I technically did this course on someone else’s account, but there are many discernments when studying kabbalah, so you can read the same chapter in a kabbalah book repeatedly and still learn something new.