This all feels close and abstract at the same time. When learning this, should we aim to memorize the names of the sefirot and behinot? Or is it best to try not to understand with the mind? Also, are these phases what we experience?
Everyone here has their own unique life situation and it’s very natural to feel isolated because of the ego and its own desires which make me feel separate from the other person. I wish for us to connect despite whatever goes on in one’s life through the common desire for kabbalah.
I can sometimes see how I’m so tuned into my will to receive and I feel like this is the beginning of being more aware in a kabbalistic sense of seeing how everything is governed by the egoism.
It struck me how entrenched we are in the egoistic perception that its really like a fish in water in the sense that because it surrounds you all the time, you don’t know how egoistic you are. I can’t wait to acquire the sixth sense through immersing myself in kabbalah.
I want kabbalah to show me the more evolved, altruistic perception of reality where I am not always dealing with egoistic thoughts and desires and also to see everyone as one being.