I can’t put it into words. I’m feeling something, but it’s not measurable. I can’t make a clear distinction between spiritual understanding and mere illusion. I ask myself “Is it real? How should I tell if it’s not real? Am I making it up?”
To me, it seems too good to be true. But somehow I know that I’m going to feel and attain free will. I don’t know yet, but something is calling me. It drags me from my everyday life and brings me here. It’s my #1 priority. So right now, I can’t think of anything else. It is a real gift.
Hi I’m Ali. A few years ago, I lost my faith in religion and suddenly my life became empty. This feeling of emptiness or lack of meaning led me to the wisdom of Kabbalah. I need to actually see why/how my life is worth living.