[Alexia]

Wow, this subject of Free Will is the most fascinating for me, and Tony does such an incredible job of presenting it, leaving so much room for wonderful thought and for creating the right kind of intentions. And that feels utmost liberating!!!

[Alexia]

It is clear that all is from him, you can see his imprint everywhere, and all is interconnected because all was created by one force.

[Alexia]

I have learned to listen more intently to the voice of the creator within my spark, just by virtue of pondering the various ideas that were shown and discussed during the first semester, like the concept of total reality around us being something very different than the limited reality we perceive through our five senses and the program inside of us that interprets it, like developing a screen where even receiving becomes a form of bestowal. I have often felt that how one receives a gift is an art form. The idea to make the giver feel seen and appreciated is such an important way of giving back. I am trying more and more to see humanity in everyone and be present with any one person I come in contact with. And very importantly, the hardest part, is trying to retrain my thought process from when I notice it is filled with fears and insecurities and negativity, to its opposite – to bestow upon myself the love and light and in that form be able to bestow upon others.

[Alexia]

I wish for everyone, me included, to keep coming home to our hearts, feeling our hearts beating as one heart of all of humanity, connecting us to the bestowal light of the great Spirit.

[Alexia]

I am curious about the four worlds, what are they besides ratios between a will to receive and a will to bestow? Also the 125 steps we descended seems like such an exact number of steps… to derive from a spiritual world where how close or how far is only measured by equivalence of form vs its disparity. Why not just say that we through shattering we have lost equivalence of form with our creator? Why the 4 worlds and 125 steps, such exact math, which seems only relevant in our corporal world?

[Alexia]

One of the things that often keeps me from total bestowal is a need to protect myself when under attack, either physically or psychologically? This question is both, on a personal level and on a bigger scale between nations?

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