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Hello,
I have few questions please:
1. I am beginning to be worried that I will never attain any spirituality since I don’t really like people. I don’t want to connect in terms of being in touch or talk to people… don’t get me wrong, it’s easy for me to talk to just about anyone, it’s just I don’t want to, I prefer not to. I have few close friends, and that is enough for me. How should I understand this feeling of mine? Should I change this in order to grow spiritually, and if yes, how?
2. I have never understood this world. I don’t have yearnings for money, clothes, fame, career, this and that… (occasionally I did wanted something, but briefly, it passes like a flu) I am perfectly fine with or without any of those things. I love to work, but only for the sake of working. I never ask anything for myself as I don’t care if I have it or not. Does this prevents me from being present and grow my desire? Does this mean that I have a weak ego that prevents me from attaining things? How do I grow my ego, if that’s the key to attainment?
3. Is it possible to regress in spirituality? As I feel I knew, in me, somehow, a lot more 30 years ago then I do now, although this is an ever fascinating subject for me, my inner me, who am I, why am I this way, what am I suppose to do with it…
Thank you in advance!
Zorica
Understand that we are one, and we have it all, we just need to feel it. Feel the others as part of you, like an organ you cannot live without. Why would you wanna hurt your own organ? What is the end game of hurting that organ? What exactly are you trying to achieve by hurting your organ?
Try to make a list of all the things that benefit you and your organs. Things that make you grow, and develop. Restrictions that make you grow, and develop. Then apply that to your “organs”. And just let everything take it’s course.
I understand that the only relationship I have is with G-d. All my life circumstances, all the people in my life are my roadmap to revealing the concealed and my true nature. I can see now all the connections between everything, their purpose and I understand that they are/were just means; like invisible strings pulling me to my path. And now I understand how stubborn I am 🙂
In my understanding, it’s like everything in this world, if you receive anything you are not ready for, not only you will not understand what have you received, but you will not be able to use it appropriately and more important, keep it. It takes a certain level of maturity to receive and appreciate and grow from/because of the gift.
