well I learned that there is forces I dont understand, and beyond my perception. It peaks my curiosity, and makes me want to learn more. I see that my five senses are not enough to perceive the whole of reality, and it looks to me like this method of kabbalah is able to reveal more than what I presently understand. I see a bit better, how things are connected, that I didnt realise before were connected. I definitely want to reveal more!