A 2×4 experience is an analogy I have liked, the universe, (the Creator) nudging us time and again and we keep refusing or ignoring the nudge until we need to be hit over the head with a 2×4 to see the light.
The sense of big loving arms embracing me, enveloping my everything, physically, emotionally. And then I see the evil in the world and struggle with embracing this reality, trying to make out how this reality is unfolding
While living within the confines of a man-made world, homes, cars, and buildings, it is often difficult to sense the sacred creation and creator. Escaping to the natural world, even if only following my breath into my body, provides an escape to awe, wonder, gratitude, and worship.
I have found the truths about Kabbalah awaken other truths I have heard and negate teachings that draw us away from truth, reality, and the Creator. For others I wish an awakening of desire to learn, to grow, to share, and to love with intensity, direction, and purpose.