1. can an atheist and agnostic woman become a kabbalist or gain the knowledge?
2. can the knowledge remove our present situation of helplessness and needy ?
3. Can i change my reality like change my gander or the country i live in or like can i transform into water something like that or can i perceive two reality at the same time?
I expect that i will know the purpose for which i am living now, i desire to know why i feel depressed, boring and lonely all the time, i want to know why i am human not other creature or some thing else and also does it effects the reality if i dont exist