What I am learning really is fascinating. I feel so hopeful that there IS a way and I am so happy to be a part of it but I keep asking myself some questions:
– what specific roles do women play in the connections? Why do we hear so little about gender differences if we know that women don’t reincarnate in men or vice versa? I thought there were different roles in what we had to do in reconnecting as a soul.
– Why Jews? As a non jew do I play the same role? If yes then was jews’ role important to carry this hidden message only until this last generation? If not, then do they play a different role or not?
I guess my questions combined would be: does my corporeal identity as a non jew women put me in a specific role in this dissemination that nobody else can play but me?
I thought I was the only one. I’ve become a lonesome person and I am not comfortable working in a group. But I guess that my desire for spirituality will help me in this, since it’s the only proven path I have.