I literally yelled out: “FINALLY!!!” a number of times during this course. (Finally hearing another human say these things as truth.) This was one of the most validating experiences of my life. Finally the inside and outside realities are merging.
2) What have I learned about myself in the process?
To be honest, not very much. I have always felt very dissociated from the human character that I am playing in this current life. It’s just a video game character, one of many. It’s a temporary vehicle that I am using to interface with this experience. I feel exhausted with the entire human experience. I want to be done with it very badly.. but given the chance to do something different, I wouldn’t even know what else to do. I can’t imagine anything new from inside of this program.
3) What do I wish for my fellow students in their spiritual development?
I wish for all of us to progress as fast as possible. I want nothing less peace on earth, and all of humanity to finally work together. I don’t want to wait another minute for this. I want us to be born.
One of the slides says: “Why are we unable to reach spirituality without following the advice of kabbalists?” (and a few others also mention the need to learn from kabbalists.)
My question is this: If we are unable to reach spirituality without following the advice of kabbalists, how did the very first kabbalist reach spirituality without other kabbalists to teach him?