Carlos,
The prayers in the siddur were composed by kabbalists only.
There are 1000s of books that a person could study and each one can open all of reality if one knows how to approach it.
We are a special generation. If you came to a person who was alive 200 years ago, they would think you were some angel or mystic with your phone and your internet and your understanding of life and what you know of cells from microscopes and galaxies from telescopes…
We perceive the world in a totally different way than the previous generations, due to the development of our desire and this greater desire is also much more coarse.
The earlier souls were much more pure but received smaller lights, we are much more coarse and will receive much greater lights. This is called the inverse relation between light and kli and we will study it together in the future.
You can read any texts that suit you, as a person should study where his heart is.
If you want to study the wisdom of kabbalah in a practical way, then work with the materials in this course. By this you will develop your spiritual perception and you will be able to open even the bible and understand that it is all only talking about you and the Creator.
Seth@KabU
Pedro,
Your desire is strong but you have some confusions that need to be clarified.
The best is if they are clarified from your own efforts and experiences that way they will be built and stabalized in your perception.
Read and re-read the texts each week and make notes. Do NOT philosophize or extrapolate on what is written, your work is to simply identify and clarify the main points. Write out the main points, not with all kinds of dressings and commentary, but just clarify what the main points of each text are.
You will save yourself a lot of time and confusion by making these efforts now.
Seth@KabU
Marc,
Very nice progress.
We must use our logical thinking in this material world.
And we also go above logical thinking in the study the upper world.
It is in the gap between those two (-) & (+) that we are going to attain what we are looking for.
Seth@KabU