I cannot explain how complete I feel. Having been searching for answers to very important questions that religion only confuse and deflect. Now my desire is to join in the group of 10 and figure out my one unique Desire.
From what I comprehend
The group join in and by having the point In the Heart and the thought for their benefit not your own the next step will be revealed.
I personally are very excited about achieving a spiritual level where I only perceive another’s essence not how they look. Currently, when I encounter someone my thoughts go right to thoughts of judgment in every aspect of their existence and find it to be overwhelming at times
One comes to a point where in your heart come to a place when it’s time to act above reason. When the things that you normally enjoy or look forward to becomes hallow. Your own egotistical thoughts seem filthy. The idea of overcoming them feels impossible. Then the prayer from your heart to the Creator for a corrected Desire, one for Bestowal.
My Desire for the next phase is to be in a group.
I have no friends to experiment with like the lab. I have separated from those who either by their religious beliefs or conduct only delay my progress…
I can see why Tony commented that attending the conference in NY will greatly advance your spiritual development.