[Enoon]

The fears are easy enough to understand but what about feeling the source and seeing the energy a giant ball of infinite power I have had several dreams of this light in various forms I am not making this up I felt the fear of God that’s what lead me here I still feel it when I talk about it

[Enoon]

Is fear in study of kabbalah bad is what I am asking

[Enoon]

This may be off topic but I have a genuine fear of starting on this path but then straying for I know my nature how should I proceed? This blocks me from moving forward with joy to put it simply.

[Enoon]

are so called “visions” or as we call them dreams and having a certain if not total understanding of it a sixth sense? An understanding of something one does not necessarily know the full of the matter? If that makes sense

[Enoon]

To the perception the “creator” intended, is this not the purpose of kabbalah? This is my perception and intention for studying kabbalah right now though I expect that to change or grow the more I learn

[Enoon]

The way I feel as I try to study in a type of meditative state praying for guidance, how quickly I can sense a calmness that grows from a root of fear into great comfort and desire to learn more.

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