is it (also) because there is None Else Besides Him that I Love my friend as myself? Because my “friend” is another (simulated) “part” of the 10 Sephirot and we are imitating the reality that Everything is The Creator?
When I feel moments of connection with All Life through my heart and it is beautiful beyond words; and, at same time sense the opposite quality of my ego (disconnection, hatred) : then feel a desire (from an outside source) , for the Creator to change me so I may receive the ability to be grateful for everything as Good and Perfect and align with this quality – am I experiencing the Light of Reform? It is difficult to put it into words and fleeting, yet the feeling of interconnectedness in order to receive and give unconditional love simultaneously keeps pulling at me and sometimes pushing me… Perhaps I should just say thank you for the teachings! The words seems to get in the way! Is this cleaving to the Creator? ❤️
To understand who Am I? What Am I? What is my Purpose? To know that I Am a created being and a shattered part of Creation ❤️ To know the Creator and ask (again and again) ” ” What is the meaning of Life?” I ask this of the Creator. I ask this from other parts of myself as I connect with them in Love as Friends. To know that there is nothing other than the Creator ❤️?