I was touched by it in the first part of the english text. Though I cannot be sure that it was the text that touched me. My attitude was totally different then when I tried reading this kind of texts peviously. I’m not sure what to think of it. I totally did not ‘read’ in the sense of that I followed any kind of meaning of the text, and I was only scanning it with my eyes and focussing on the intention. And I felt something. But afterward I had absolutely no idea what the text had been about. I was not the able to keep the feeling all the time. Somewhere in the middel or so I lost it and it was gone and I tried to get it back, but without succes.
It is hard to imagine, but if I think of that everything comes from Him it gives me a safe feeling. But then when I am with other people for example I think it’s really hard to stick to this thought. Anyway to feel that all is the Creator I would have to disconnect from this subjective body.
The previous course was really interesting. It it good to know that everything is in the hands of the Creator. I cannot wait to learn more about Kabbalah. In this course I hope to learn more about this path, how to reach the purpose of life, get spiritual sensation.