I wonder if you can give me some guidance. When I began my Kabbalah journey I was fired with enthusiasm, however I now find it really difficult to study. I find that when I read a book or watch a video I am unable to remember anything! However I still feel drawn to Kabbalah, I feel as if I should be doing more and working harder but am unable to find the will to do so.
In your experience is this reluctance to study common and how should I approach my studies in future?
I have found a degree of inner peace as a result of having a more open mind. I’m not so critical of others and try to look at life from their perspective rather than being so judgemental. Maybe we have more in common than would initially appear?
My interest in Kabbalah has ebbed and flowed for a couple of years, but now I feel as if I am being drawn to the science with a greater intensity. I’m not spiritual in any way, however the attraction has now become so compelling, I feel as if I have no alternative other than to learn more and put the science to the test for myself.
I have enrolled on the course because I want to know more about the science of Kabbalah, how it relates to the environment and my place within it. I also like the thought that I can test the science rather than simply taking for granted what others have to say.