At first I couldn’t believe I can go without my ego. What am I without it? I am my ego. Reading Kabbalah revealed suggested for last week, I learn that I don’t need to change a thing, I just need to cultivate the intention and accommodate my desire with the creators, trusting that my intention will create the path.
How I experience this world depends on how my brain interprets the information it gets from my senses, I do not experience it directly but through filters. Just think the brain and the senses are the hardware and the way this hardware interprets the information is my actual software or program, so to experience the upper reality I just need to upgrade the program?
Like if I want to tune in to a sw radio station and my am, fm radio does not have sw, I would need a sw capable radio. right? But I will still be experiencing reality through my radio and not directly. I mean through the filters and not directly.
As long as I’m living in this body the only way I would perceive reality is through the meaning my brain gives to the information it gets from my sensors.
To experience reality directly without using my brain and senses would be like trying to tune in a radio station without a receiver.
Before I watch the preparation video I thought I knew, but now I don’t know what this path offers to me. My confusion comes from the idea I have that I build my future with my actions in the present. I know sometimes life does not happens the way I desire, so I just flow accepting what is given to me and try not to impose my will because I know that if is not the right time to make it happen nothing I’ll do will make it happen.