I felt on the right path for the first time in decades. I finally found words to my feelings and it all makes perfect sense. I also got answers to questions that drove me nuts forever! And learning to see the ego as a perfect creation only needing correction and new intent makes so much sense. The easiest most complicated job ever!!
My best experience was reaching a completely new and unexpected sense of connection. I expect to deepen it even more, make it stronger and see others more and more as myself. Thank you
I was blessed with patience, the understanding “I” have nothing to do, “I” have to allow the Creator to communicate and bestow upon me as my intention gets corrected. It might sound like not much but I was a fighter, I fought my whole life to “get to”, even to the Creator. Now I am learning to sit, and be please with the notion there’s nothing to fight as there is nothing but Him. And be thankful even for the moments of what I perceive as painful correction. And, I feel like those things that were important in my life up to a few weeks ago now are peripherals, a play playing itself out as I watch it unfolding. As if I see the whole world from higher above, including more, seeing more connection. Thank you.
As I finished my lesson I behaved in a way quite far from any equivalence of form and the correction came hard and loud within a few hours. The thing is, as I was behaving that way, I KNEW I was not following a correct intention and my ego gave me a million reason why it was still ok. And it hurt, later. It physically hurt how much my body tried to fight against the correction. But I held my thoughts within the desire for unity and bestowal and the pain eventually subsided. Thank you all!