thanks, Last night I woke up at 3 am, I’ve seen this pattern when I pray, I wake up at 3 am ish and I get some really good insights, is this the Creator answering my prayers or just my imagination?
I have two questions:
1) quote: ” Tip of the Week: Try and let the environment influence you – especially when spirituality feels distant, unattractive, unappetizing and dry. ”
so it’s like going to the gym even when I am lazy to go, but in my area there are no kabbalists groups or environment to inject myself in, what to do?
2) quote: “In other words, what the feeler tastes is what he considers true. If one tastes bitterness in reality, meaning he feels badly in the state he is in and suffers because of that state, that person is considered wicked in the work. This is because he condemns the Creator, called “the good who does good,” because He bestows only goodness to the world. Yet, with respect to that person’s feeling, he feels that he has received the opposite from the Creator, meaning the state he is in feels bad.”
so what is the practical thing to do here? pray to the Creator to help me see things differently? accept things? if I am suffering, is it blasphemy?