Are you in Israel ?
I know that you have a base in the US but felt some of you lived in Israel ?
If so I hope that you are safe, the current news is very frightening .
Good Luck…….. that seems a small and insignificant wish in the face of the darkening horizon …but is hearfelt.
To shift perception from egotism to bestowal is to change from a subjective, personal, self focused view of the world to an elevated, objective, all encompassing view that every creature is as equally worthy and valued as I am.
Each world has similar characteristics divisions and mechanisms .
The worlds are created to help the creature ascend to Ak by degrees and are like a series of steps or rungs up a ladder .
I hope the reforming light will help my fellow students and I to transition into a more spiritual understanding of the world connection to each other and movement towards equivalence of form with the creator.I would also like to achieve a greater sense of hope and determination .
My” best” experience (NOT) was finding an explanation for the collapse of the world around us that made absolute sense in terms of what i observe on the micro and the macro of this reality : environment , weather , war , financial systems failing , more greed that pushes these systems faster towards the edge , with people believe they will be able to buy their way out of a failing world or avoid the consequences of their actions.
This makes absolute sense to me now….at the bottom of it all is the human Ego.
The awful Eureka moment was an understanding of my increasing desire not to be human ( alien would be better ??? Avatar ????) , to despair, loathe and condemn human behaviour as the self destructive, selfish root of all the worlds ills and misery & know I am the same and have the behaviours and selfishness that I loathe in others.
Not best in the sense that one would think!!! But certainly world shaking .
I was inspired by the possibility that ones ego is pushing us forward towards light ..and correction.
I have learned that i will need the light to help reach any sort of spiritual world or connection with the creator.
I wish that all my fellow students connect to the reforming light and ultimately reach equivalence of form with the creator .